The unknown

I'm kindov getting sick of the fact that the recession is here, or maybe its the fact that I'm actually not good at what I do and I've been fooling myself for so long. Trying a new tactic anyways, going to get some ideas down and actually send advertising agencies a disk with my work on. If that doesn't work who bloody knows?!? So I'm floating through life at the moment a little lost! hope this feeling turns over or moves on. I'm hoping fate will actually play my cards and give me something worth while because I'm getting tired of this fight for life!